Summer is weird...but good.  Right now I am working through some decisions in my life.  So prayer would be good.  Everything is going good at the house, I like my roommates most of the time.  =)

One of my best friends, Isaac King, got married last Saturday.  I was in his wedding...I just hope his bride will find it in her heart to forgive me...=)

Pray that I will do everthing in love, because I struggle with justifying myself through laws and works.  It's hard to accept something you don't have to earn.  Its a lesson I still need to learn. 

I miss my neices a lot...I hope I get to see them again so I can spoil them.  =)

If anyone ever wants to have lunch with me and talk, or just hang out and chat don't be afraid to call me.  I miss all my freinds and love you guys a lot. 

Also my future dormmate, Jason Santiago went to the Congo on Wednesday, so keep him and his team in your prayers also.

Much Love and Happiness in Him,

Joshua

Well, I don't know what to think.  I moved into my new house today, well...yesterday.  but today I took a shower in it, so it didn't become my house until today, despite the mucho bucks I pay for it every month...the shower is what makes it home.  I played basketball today in my driveway...I sat out on my deck...I watched my tv...I think I have too much stuff.

Speaking of stuff I don't know what to do with all my stuff in my room.  Maybe I'll just give it away.  Thats hard to think about though, especially after considering all the countless hours I've spent collecting it all, oh well ....maybe I should, I think it would be soul cleansing.

Anyways, I just don't know what to do now.  I got my car fixed today, so I don't have to be a beggar anymore.  Thats nice.  I still don't know what to do this summer...will I just work and get by?  ugh!  Will I make some meaningful relationships...?  I sure hope so.  I just don't want my summer to be a dead period in my life, I want to experience life, I don't think I've experienced as much as could so far. 

Well, I love all you guys, I hope if you read my post you'll leave me a comment and tell me how you are doing.  I miss all you guys and much love.

Love,

Mr. Squibblies

Just so you all know, I'm in a resort in  Orlanda Florida...

Things we have here...Tennis, Basketball, Huge pool and jacuzzi, Running tracks, Arcade, Activites center, lake, Wireless internet, 9 sinks in our room, a balcony with a view and a ceiling fan, lots of floral decorations and full cable tv...

I'm here for a Church Planting  Confernece/Seminar, but today and tomarrow are vacation days!!!

This is  so much fun, there are a lot  of really cool people I'm here with too...

Please remember that I love all of you and I truly with you were here with me...Sorry to say I don't wish I was there with you, bu I certainly wish you were here with me...hehe.

Take care all, and much love.

P.S. Zach Zelinka will be a dad on Tuesday, congrats!

I've decided spontaneity is not the path in life.  I have decided that it is more romantic and genuine and even heartfelt to plan and consider and contemplate my actions from day to day and especially with people. 

For so long I've just waited for something to happen or something else to come my way so that I might be spontaneous in reaction to it, because life is lived in the moments...right?  Well, I suppose it is lived moment by moment but we can usually see what moments are coming towards us.  I feel ridiculous for living such a passive life.  I know I have a lot of good qualities but I also have many deferring qualities, in which I just don't act because of foolish inhibitions.

p.s. I want to buy my neices a trampoline for their birthdays

oh and another p.s. Today was my parent's 35th Aniversary.  Happy Aniversary Sonya and Karl! I love you both.

How many roads must a man walk down, before he knows he is a man? 

Good lyrics, and a good theological question...

I find I ask myself questions like this a lot these days.  Always in pursuit of being more, of being more complete in my relationships.  I still feel immature in so many areas...and confused in so many others...but I am still encouraged, no one is perfect...

Anyways...thought for the day:  What can I do to make my life what it should be? 

OKay, I love you guys, and I am so thankful for all my friends.  I'll catch you all on the flip side.

Joshua